Monday, January 1
new year entry. - Monday, January 01, 2007
& it's the new year.AND I HAVEN'T EVEN HAD MY LONG ENTRY ABT HOW 2OO6 HAD BEEN.
ok wadevas.-
ystd's events, were unexpected to say the least. there were mixed moments. & i contributed to some of it. apologies to christie for being a bit of a handful & for everything else. hun, there's so much more i want to say here but can't, which makes me wanna have my own lil private blog even more too.
but last night's events did teach me a thing or two.the talk, tho very uncalled for & kinda dampen the mood a wee bit, did for me, realise what i will stand for. the more i think about it, the more i know that what's been on my mind will really make me stronger & hopefully wiser in the long run.
so this new year's resolution, will be to be stronger as a person. i hope with that my determination will bring me far, or further. i'll pray more, pray for forgiveness, pray that i will no longer keep the people i care about only at arm's length. i need to open up more, & stop pushing people away. i need to realise that pushing them away only worries them & hurts them even more, & that is never wad i want. i need to stop being so fearful of the unknown, but to have the courage to open another door in life. & i need to have more faith in God.

joining RCIA?
-kel